See you later

I wish I could always say what I feel,

Instead I will have to deal,

And suffer the consequence,

Will you give me another chance?

From the bottom of my heart,

I apologize for not being smart,

The impossible I shall dare,

And confess I will always care!

I truly regret,

What not has been said,

My whole body shakes,

Remembering these mistakes.

Making me look like a fool,

I could have jumped in a pool,

What an idiot has to be,

I deserve to pay the highest fee.

Right now I hope and pray,

Begging for you to say,

My whole body wants to cry,

But I have to wait for your reply.

Is there a pill to ease the pain,

As it almost drives me insane,

The suspense is killing me,

Wish the future I could foresee.

I understand if you say no,

Maybe this will help me grow,

I am a goodbye hater,

Would rather prefer “See you later”.